http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/ DAryl Mon, 17 Oct 2005 02:40:06 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Art Music Poetry http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/38.html Mon, 17 Oct 2005 10:35:55 GMT pwe! it was all gone. like spitting in recto after a puff of smoke. do you remember how the world spun? i thought i forgot until a dream came before the sun. a dream of laughter + blue sofa = expensive fun. from the morning heat, to the shade i have to shun. we cannot afford to care anymore. you would not. pwe! to spit the past, where have my manners gone. http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=38 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/37.html Wed, 21 Sep 2005 06:57:13 GMT but how long is long enough? I drive while my heart is stopped fractures are hurting deep promises I try not to forget, to keep sail from me, a monster in the deep but I’ll be fine if you get more sleep reality is harsh I’ll learn to freeze my heart and to God I pray reduce the rain each day until I see your smile again now without you I’ve to find my way. http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=37 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/32.html Sun, 04 Sep 2005 02:47:21 GMT Jump to the heights you take Straighten bent lines they made You do best calming the quakes And after unnerving shakes Come sit on your throne I'll stay awake on my own Yeah, I won't change a tone Sleep tight, I'll drive you home. I'll stay awake and drive you home. http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=32 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/31.html Tue, 23 Aug 2005 06:55:56 GMT spaces. lost in spaces. drag my body between them. i drag me between them. nothingness, are traces of you. i subonsciously submit to myths. muzukashii mitai. sou desu. wake up with peace of mind soon, i have the right to. i'm missing you... http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=31 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/30.html Sat, 13 Aug 2005 13:39:29 GMT i was counting the numbers, and singing a line from that old coldplay song, i was counting as it was ticking. the elevator's display is a drag, the numbers were too slow. i stood back and thought of what she said, about boundaries, how she knew the state and made me feel like i've been awful in communication. "but that was fair..." i whispered. but that was fair it echoes. after forever, i heard the sound DING! it was the 5th floor. i stepped out singing the coldplay song, not realizing i've been enveloped by darkness, no presence of light except the elevator's. i cut the singing,... (more) http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=30 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Thu, 11 Aug 2005 02:26:30 GMT i woke up to light another cigarette. i didn't notice, or my stomach never give signals anymore. no hunger or pain. i woke up to reach for a stick, so i lit it as cold air circles the roof deck. streets are lit instantaneously every second, slowly but surely. the sun is waking me gradually, she burns this evil thing i've been sucking for years. i didn't wish to quit, but the books are all saying how stupid humans, like labrats of this society, are dying every second because of this. i am a plain lab rat, a guinea pig for business tycoons. although death is sure, we are continually... (more) http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Sat, 06 Aug 2005 07:35:13 GMT i'll be standing here with my telescope and beer stare at my fear i'll see you soon when we close the doors and forget them all the way i crawled i'll see you soon did i drink too much or didn't think as much never intended rush i'll see you soon i'll stay in this room fix the broken moon and when i'm through i'll see you soon wish i didn't try i miss your smile oh until then i'll see you soon see you soon http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Sat, 30 Jul 2005 12:51:11 GMT i'm not sure where and how to jump. but i did anyway. falling was an inevitable verb this saturday. i cannot ignore. i was helplessly burning and clashing with the atmosphere, like a canon ball, pulled by a force greater than neozep tablets when not taken. i held on to a hope cigarette. yes. i told the clouds they were beautiful. but they just drifted away, staring at me. i painfully sink in solid ground, my eyes decided to just shed something for clouds. for we cannot reach to touch them now, except when they rain on us. did someone ever asked clouds to stay? i'm scared to try,... (more) http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Sat, 30 Jul 2005 12:15:30 GMT SPARKS by coldplay Did I drive you away? I know what you’ll say, You say, oh, sing one we know, But I promise you this, I’ll always look out for you, That’s what I’ll do. I say oh,, I say oh. My heart is yours, It’s you that I hold on to, That’s what I do, And I know I was wrong, But I won’t let you down, (oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah I will, yes I will...) I say oh, I cry oh. Yeah I saw sparks, Yeah I saw sparks, And I saw sparks, Yeah I saw sparks, Sing it out. La, la, la, la, oh... La, la, la, la, oh... La, la, la, la, oh... click and... (more) http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Sun, 24 Jul 2005 06:14:06 GMT last night, i was driving home. but driving was difficult. i was in a state of an indifferent aching. i turned off the radio as soon as eni went out. my face was aching from the smile i wore that evening. it was as if my smile lines were pulled by gravity of a different planet. i had to fight and still show a smile. i had to throw a line, the danger of silence is that it takes everything away, even the angels that hang, even the colors of the room. all i was hearing was the slow hum of the engine. as if i was driving underwater, never exceeding 50, where bright headlights of cars cannot... (more) http://biodegradable.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23